Monday, July 19, 2010

AGH!!! I can't sleep! I'm so excited!!

OK, so I'm like a kid on Christmas Eve!  I haven't been this stoked in.... well, I can't even tell you....  Literally!  I can't tell you exactly why!  Here it is, 2 A.M. and my mind is racing like the Indy 500!

I have a new calling in the Ward.... and I can't tell you what it is yet... but I've never been more excited nor thrilled over a calling in my entire life!!  It is absolutely perfect for me. 

What a blessing this is to me.  The Mister has been working out of town, which is really huge blessing because it's a job.  There are so many without jobs at this time of uncertainty, I feel very ungrateful when I whine or complain about being left behind, 24/7 by myself...  so I try really hard not to mention it.  But I've been having a really hard time... kind of fighting depression a bit...  I hate that I feel so weak and not in control of my feelings.... BUT.... 

I have an extremely loving Heavenly Father who knew I needed something to occupy my time and my mind...  Well, it certainly IS occupying my mind!  I can't even turn it off to sleep....

And I can't wait to tell you what it is, but I'm so totally revved up about it...  There are a number of things I need and want to do in preparation to actually being allowed to act in this new calling... Hopefully I'll be sustained next week and then can hit the ground running, so to speak.  (Anyone who knows me knows that last statement is only figurative!!)  ;)

So, until next Sunday, just know that I'm dying to tell you my big news and will as soon as I can!

Have a marvelous week...  (May I just say.... "YEA!!!")

3 comments:

Karen said...

You're a goof. Andrea told me what your new calling is ... and you are right, it's perfect for you. I thought you were enjoying Walmart now that Dad has been gone!

Tina McKinnon said...

haha! He's not being paid enough to go to WalMart very often! :) Yeah, I figured Andrea would have told you... Tele-phone, Tele-graph, Tele-daughter!! ;)

Nancy said...

I guess something in the Young Women.....(?)